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Pertama-tama, Tuhan, sampaikan maaf saya kepada teman-teman AMERTA, sebagai ketua garuda 8 ksatria 20 yang masih banyak kekurangan dan tidak sepenuhnya memnuhi ekspetasi mereka saat kegiatan AMERTA. Sekali lagi, tolong sampaikan maaf saya, dan sepenuhnya doa saya untuk mereka agar dapat melanjutkan ke jalan impian mereka masing-masing. Kedua, tolong sampaikan terima kasih saya, kepada seluruh pihak yang berperan besar dan kecil di saat ,sebelum, dan sesudah kegiatan; Rektor, dosen seluruh panitia. Termasuk terima kasih kepadaMu, yang Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik. AMERTA, adalah salah satu cerita yang saya mulai benci, betapa bencinya saya dengan kelompok ini, dengan orang-orangnya, dengan segala atmosfernya. Garuda 8 Ksatria 20 Mungkin kamu julid, karena tidak menikmati saat masanya. Saya bangga.

I'm scared

I'm going to die. I dont want to die, I wanna live forever. One day I will close my eyes and they will never open again. I'll cease to think. I will BE no longer This has messed me up for 3 years or so, but I never put too much thought about it. It's not like everything will be "black", there will be nothing. Everything I ever did, memories I've ever had, anything I've experienced will "poof" dissapear, like it had poofed into existence one day. I'm scared. Like try remembering the world before you. Try remembering your parents meeting each other. I'm 17 so try remembering Challenger exploding, try remembering human on the moon, try remembering 24/11. you can't. you've seen pictures, videos, heard tales, but you never saw anything. and one day you will never see everything again. You won't be That scares me.  I don't want to go back to nothing. The sheer idea of eternal nothingness scares me. I'm pissed. If I ...

SELF DOUBTS

hey you, yes you. Ask that girl out, who care if she rejects you? Go to that party, even though the mere thought of showing up and meeting new people is enough to make you sweet, you will have a good time. Tell your grandparents you love them, it will make their whole week. Try a new music instrument. Explore the city at night, you'll experience a whole new vibe as you do. Grab a pen and write on a piece of paper, you could come up with something great. Treat yourself with good food from time to time, you deserve it after all the hardwork you do. Don't be ashamed of being alone, nobody will judge. Apologize if you did something wrong, but be sure to put your heart into it. Cry whenever you want to, it cleanses your soul life as an adult can be great. But it's also full of biterness, sadness, tears, and sweat. The innocence you have now will be gone one day, and the excitment of meeting someone and finding something new will fade away from time to time. so please, go out the...

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